Name:Nisha Country:United States State:Oregon Metro:Salem Birthday:7/17/1981 Gender:Female
Interests:SPORTS!!! Basketball, soccer, baseball, and volleyball. I enjoy working with youth and television programs as well Occupation:Boys and Girls Club. KWVT telv Industry:Nonprofit
What if I spoke with complete honest-ness What if told you that I've broken some promises I dealt with pride ever since a little kid I've comprised and I've doubted like Thomas did I can't hide though He sees the way I live Every single time I told every little fib I can't deny cause He's already knowing this But to my wife I regret the time that I've missed I've been on the road when I really should've been home Been on the phone and took calls I should've left alone I shouldn't have done that see I want you to know I should've been with you then out trying to get dough I still got issues that's hard to let go Still got some bitter situations with a few folks Still got a temper that I work hard to control I gotta remember that your standard that's the goal
Can I be honest? Can I be real? Would they still listen just to how I feel? But if I was honest? If I was real? Would they even care just how I feel? Can I be honest? Can I be real? Would they still listen just to how I feel? But if I was honest? If I was real? Would they even care about how I feel?
I've wanted to get back at those who tried to doubt me I've wanted to hit back every time they tried to clown me I've said some things about those that tried to down me I've been too hard on some people that's been around me I'm a workaholic addicted to the game Plus sometimes I've been addicted to the fame I look deep inside things that I'm ashamed Still the little kid conflicted and still in pain I'm so grateful when I think though how you found me I used to be hateful of everything that's around me I'm so thankful of the way that you still surround me So shameful yet you love me still confounds me See I've put myself first I've gone days sometimes without reading your word I've acted like a huge jerk Yet you still love me that's the thing that I've learned
Can I be honest? Can I be real? Would they still listen just to how I feel? But if I was honest? If I was real? Would they even care just how I feel? Can I be honest? Can I be real? Would they still listen just to how I feel? But if I was honest? If I was real? Would they even care about I feel?
Sometimes I dumb down to sell a few records Didn't do it though just to get a little cheddar But looking back I could've made some of my songs better Hindsight is 20/20 so I'm like whatever But I regret some of my broken relationships No matter how hard I've tried to just make em fit And I don't blame myself and I'm not blaming them But too many up in my life have just came and went I'm not perfect I serve a God who is I serve a God who lives who says that I'm his kid When I shoot for the mark but I shoot and miss I serve a God who gives a new start and he forgives And takes every thing I ever did Then he throws it in the sea of forgetfulness See I'm just being honest I hope your getting this Cuz he's my promise the reason that I live
Can I be honest? Can I be real? Would they still listen just to how I feel? But if I was honest? If I was real? Would they even care just how I feel? Can I be honest? Can I be real? Would they still listen just to how I feel? But if I was honest? If I was real? Would they even care about I feel?
So I've kinds noticed I havent been really into the whole xanga thing as of late. It seems that as life goes forward things pop up that are th IN THING to do on the web. Fantasy football, facebook, and myspace have kinda taken over my online time.
But there is more to it than that. I know people dont really read this anymore so that kinda caused me to stop taking the time to put my thoughts out. Things seem to stay the same even though they arent. Lack of newness leads to lack of material to talk about. And well, I just got lazy.
So ya... i use this thing here and there... but not more there than here... if that makes sense... im coming up with material though... too much on my mind to not get it out... but tryin to make it make sense before it comes out... so stay tuned... one might just come up with stuff for people to read soon....
So I was driving home from work and there werent any good songs on the radio. SO I turned to the new local sports talk radio station. With the NBA Summer League just wrapping up and all kinds of questions about the Blazers roster and what they will or wont do and what they should or shouldnt do, I was rather shocked to hear the conversation/debate they were having about the Blazers. Instead of doing what everyone and their MOM has been doing trying to figure out who was going to get the roster spot; Nicolas Batum or Petteri Koponen, I hear this;
"So who do YOU think is the best looking Trail Blazer?"
Mind you, this is a sports talk radio station that is hosted by a male, and has an intern that is male, and MOST people who listen to sports talk radio in the area are, um, MALE... ya, it made me laugh! BUT ofcourse I had to chime in and add my two cents
So, the question of the day... who do YOU think is the Hottest Blazer of them all???? Below are pictures, and you can comment with you votes
LaMarucs Aldrige: Nicolas Batum: Jerryd Bayless: Steve Blake : Ike Diogu Rudy Fernandez: Channing Frye: Raef LaFrentz: Greg Oden: Travis Outlaw: Joel Pryzbilla: Sergio Rodriguez: Brandon Roy: Martell Webster:
So go ahead and please cast your votes My comments on who I called in and told the radio show are to follow
Sorry Smitty, you dont get a story about dinner... cause well... it was just dinner. Two people hanging out talking and chillin.
INSTEAD YOU GET THE AWFUL START TO MY MORNING TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Seriously, I hate my house right now... not because of the people that live in it but because of the other creatures that have decided to take part in our living environment. If it was just our cat, it would be one thing, but its not, so I AM NOT A HAPPY PERSON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sometime around 6:30 SOMETHING in my room fell. Still have no idea and I'm trying to figure out WHAT it is! THAN I fall asleep only to hear my dad talk on the phone with WHO KNOWS who at like 7 in the morning (not sure of time cause I kept my eyes closed and tried to ignore him... somehow fell asleep ONLY to woken up by my mom around 8:15ish. She opens my door loudly (I think my sisters are the only ones that understand/appreciate what is meant by the word loudly there) only to say, "Nisha you need to get up now!" OH GREAT, WHATS WRONG were the first words that went through my head... mind you, I have NO clue what time it is or anything. She continues, "I just watched a mouse squeeze its way under your door!" YEAH THAT IS EXACTLY HOW I WANTED TO WAKE UP AND START MY DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
K, so on top of that, I'm not a morning person... and my mom has always been the one in the family who has understood that.... Nisha+Morning=DONT TALK TO ME (until I have ample oppurtunity to wake up). SO WHY DOES SHE KEEP ASKING ME QUESTIONS AND TRY TO TELL ME STUFF?!?! DON'T TALK TO ME BECAUSE IM NOT AWAKE AND YOU ARENT GOING TO GET ANY OF THE ANSWERS YOU WANT AND A TON OF ATTITUDE THAT YOU ARE GOING TO COMPLAIN ABOUT LATER!!!!! (she just did it again from the other room....... geeeeesh)
Okay, so I guess its back to going through my stuff on the floor of my room to make sure the stupid jerk faced mouse (that, if I see while cleaning will stomp on the little bugger.. I dont care WHAT kind of mess it leaves! HA!)
Okay so the last couple weeks have been interesting. I say that because my schedule NEVER matches up with any of my friends schedules. I work with kids when they get out of school... which means all of my friends who work 9-5 or whatever are usualy working when I'm off work and off work when I'm working. It can be completly frustrating.
So I have a particular friend, who happens to be a guy, that I've been tryin to hang out with since BEFORE Christmas... but our schedules SUUUUUUUUUUUCK yo. We decided that a couple of Sunday's ago we were going to go bowling. Well, I showed up to the bowling alley and it was full. He was running late so I called him and told him... he wasnt feeling great anyways (stupid food poisoning) so I went over to his apartment and watched some basketball with him... and his roommate (and roommates gf) were there. Other than him being sick and sleeping through the games, lol, things were good and we actualy saw each other for the first time in ages.
His birthday was the wednesday of that week (apr 2) and I knew we wouldnt get to hang out DURING the week so we went to dinner this past Sunday. It was cool... friends hanging out, having dinner, just chillin. No big deal.
Alright, here is where all of you Cedarville people will be HUMORED!!!!
So before I go to dinner Sunday I'm sittin on the couch in the living room with my mother and 12 year old sister. My mom goes "so WHO are you going to dinner with?" and I tell her "a friend"... because I ALREADY KNOW where this is going to head... "Does your friend have a name?" "Why yes he does." And well... my 12 year old sister doesnt help matters AT ALL by knowing a story about this kid and blurting out his nickname that her and I have for him... which cracks me up.. like im almost on the ground laughing. OFCOURSE this makes mom all mad and she goes "well if you arent going to tell me their name than you cant go!" WHAAAAAAT! I'm 26... yes I live at home, but I'm 26... OH WOW! So I finaly stop laughing and tell her the kids name.. who she puts two and two together and remembers that is who i was supposed to go bowling with the week before and goes "is this your way of telling me that you are dating?"
WOE! WHERE AM I?! HAVE I SOME HOW MADE MY WAY BACK TO CEDARVILLE AND NOT KNOWN IT?!?!? WOWZERS!
No mom! I have a friend.. their birthday happened to hit during the week right after we FINALY hung out. MY GOODNESS! And I thought that was only something that happened when I was at the Ville!!
My comments on who I called in and told the radio show are to follow 
